There are times when you wonder how much I love you.
And I find it hard to express it to you.
Now I find the answer.
I always pray to God and ask Him to unite us together again in His jannah; an idea which never crosses my mind before I meet you.
But to me, it is the most ultimate pray.
Just so you know, that’s how much I love you.
Saat langkahku terasa berat
Saat matahari bersinar terlalu pijar
Karena dirimu satu -satunya yang kuandalkan
Saat diriku tak mampu berdiri di sini sendiri
Hari-hari yang telah kaulalui,
Semua hal yang kaubenci dari diriku
(Sheila on 7 – Tunjukkan Padaku)
Call me mellow but I almost cried listening to this song over and over agaaaiinnnnn :”’)
It happens instantly, within probably less than a second, when I started telling him stories which I have never told anyone before.
Stories on my past and my flaws which I’ve been keeping from anyone because I always knew that they just made me feel bad.
It is on that moment when my mind said “I should give a serious thought on this guy“.
There are times when you simply feel better only after listening to certain pitches and music.
In my case, it is after I listen to their songs.
The moment when all I want to do is just reevaluate everything and make sure that what I believe only leads me to these things :
a better Moslem and a better wife-soon-to-be figure.
I don’t want to ruin this shot.
Dear Allah, please be with me.
We have not sent down to you the Qur’an that you be distressed
But only as a reminder for those who fear [ Allah ]
Make time, that’s the key.